I
can’t believe this!! I didn’t get an interview for the Ryerson Midwifery
Program! I'm in chock, disbelief, anger ... I'm definitely going through all
the grieving stages.. When I first saw the letter there, I just felt this huge
pain in my chest, like I couldn't breathe. Then I kept checking my portal
looking for some change in my status. Maybe some mistake had been made. It's
just so sad. The other day when I woke up, for a second I actually thought it
had all just been a bad dream. I know I can apply again, but it just feels I
didn't get very far this time, and that makes me makes me question my chances
of getting in next year. I'm 38 years old; I'm not getting any younger.
